If you have been reading my blog, this will appear well off topic. Sometimes though, you need to let your feelings be known. Today I had to make a really hard decision. For the first time in seventeen and a half years, I feel lonely. This morning, my constant companion for that period of time, passed away.
Passed away, is not the right description, and I feel some conflicting emotions over the decision I had to make. Diva has been my family, for the whole of that time, and today I said goodbye to her. Something went wrong with her earlier this week, From a Dog that was lively and alert for her age, she became distant, unaware. She wouldn’t eat or drink, and she wouldn’t walk.
I took her to the vet this morning, and I had to carry her there. He asked me some questions, and checked her out, and he just said to me, “I think it’s her time”.
She went to sleep at about 11.30, this morning, July 3, 2009.